This is awesome!
Today one of the most influential members of my family died, my grandfather. Since I was a baby he has had his fair share of bringing me up. And I’m guessing sometimes it was easy, and sometimes it wasn’t. He taught me how to be a great man by guiding me through the mischievous stage of my life. I consider him a second father and part of my 4-strong superiors that have made me who I am today. Don’t get me wrong A LOT of people have helped but I consider my mother, my father, my grandmother and my grandfather to be the key contributors. And even though I didn’t experience him leaving us, he has left a mark on my entire family, a mark that can’t ever be removed. I will carry this mark with me for the rest of my life and hope to pass it to my children, and to theirs after them and so on. He was a man of steel and will always be that to me. My grandmother wouldn’t be able to open a jar and would pass it to him, and he would pop off the lid no problem and hand it right back. So this is my final goodbye to a great man, a loving man who took all the time he had and poured it into his family. Goodbye Dado. Save me a seat, I’ll see you again one day.
So, I’ve been gone for quite sometime haven’t I? I’m sorry for that. But y’know things got crazy, work mostly. And I’ve been trying to further my progress in the YouTube Community. This includes my leaving of WelshAreComing and going at it alone. I haven’t made many video’s though, this is because of work taking up to much time, writing the idea’s and the correct weather conditions. Either way, I’m unsure of how I will progress in this, keep you posted…hopefully.
When girls have eye like this, I melt and show the emotion I so long to hide.
So I’m in a collaboration channel on YouTube and this was the first video I made a few weeks ago. I couldn’t upload it as I got carried away, watch it to understand! If you want to, subscribe to me and the collaboration channel, I don’t mind :)
Earlier today I had a truly grotesque idea, It mainly includes helping guys who are not confident with ‘chatting up’ women, I know right. I even know if someone who I know reads this will soon give the fact that I don’t know how to chat to women, they would be correct. I DON’T. But that’s the beauty of it. I try various methods of getting a women to consider me as relationship material. And before anyone says about hurting their feelings, I can assure you the women chosen will be informed of the experiment before things go to far, you have my word. But before I attempt this I would like some feed back, write whether you think I should do this and why. I appreciate your efforts.
Life is precious.
Yesterday I found out my Grandparents dog had died. It was almost a relief, she’d been ill for quiet some time, she had cancer lumps everywhere. But now that she’s gone and no longer in the pain she was clearly in, I’ve been thinking, why does life throw things at everyone. Is it to prove ourselves? Is there a higher force? I’m not remotely religious but it makes me wonder. She died surrounded by a few of the family members, just before my Gran had decided that she was in to much pain and to put her to sleep. This picture isn’t her but its the closest thing I could find at short notice. Farewell Holly, where ever you’ve gone, hit ‘em hard!
Ha! This is awesome
Okay so I know what you guys are thinking. And no im not crazy. Yes it was a good idea. And it didnt work out very well anyway, there was no crime i could find. So i just went to work like a good civilian to get some money for food and stuff. I’ll keep this page posted in the hope that one day people will notice that Im doing something unusual and end up reading through my archives.